Soul Talk

How can you be so much in love & all you feel is pain? and it hurts so much you cry, until you don't have anymore tears left to cry.. Oh how your overwhelmed with fear, the fear of losing this new feeling, emotion, sensation, satisfaction you have never known befor! In fact it's so far from anything you've ever felt, it's unexplainable, and even you aren't sure if this great new feeling could be real.
Could this be love or just lust? You're frustration grows cause you aren't sure you'll ever know what love is. Still you go on day to day feeling as though you could spend the rest of your life with this one special person!When he's not around you're sad and your everything but yourself.

You've become so confused! Not knowing wheither to lock these feelings away or try to explain them, just makes you even more confused. Maybe it's just one of those things only time can tell. Still you feel like you owe yourself to this person ,but..you aren't sure that all you have to give is enough.
Maybe the curiosity alone is a sign but, when will you know what the sign means?!!Until now..tomorow is not clear to me,until now i don't want to ask for more than what i have right now,until now ghosts still huanting me at night, and in my dreams.
How will my dreams come true without demanding for making them ?how will i know thats He loves me inreturn without hearing it from his mouth?how..when..and why?
Still its a long way home..the journey has just go on!


*This was posted from mimi's Home Archive , 31st October,2004