EYES OF INNOCENCE

WHO KNOWS FOR SURE WHAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE
THE QUESTIONING MIND WILL FIND SERENITY
WHAT LIES BEYOND THIS?
FOLLOW YOUR BLISS AND YOU'LL SEE

LOOK IN MY EYES AND TELL ME TRULY
DID YOU EVER THINK YOU WOULD FIND
SOMEONE TO SHARE THIS DREAM WITH
I HAD NOT A CLUE WHAT JOY LAY BEFORE ME WITH YOU

IN THE EYES OF INNOCENCE, THERE IS NO PAIN
IN THE EYES OF INNOCENCE, THERE'S NO LOSS OR GAIN
IN THE EYES OF INNOCENCE

TODAY I WATCHED THE SNOW FALL
NOTHING ELSE COULD STIR MY SOUL
BUT THE SPRINKLING SKY
AND THE LAUGHTER IN MY LITTLE ONES EYES

PERFECTION OF THE MOMENT IS SO FLEETING
IT'S HERE AND GONE
WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE, WHAT MAKES IT WORTHWHILE?
WHAT MAKES YOUR LIFE WORTH LIVING?

IN THE EYES OF INNOCENCE, THERE IS NO SORROW
IN THE EYES OF INNOCENCE, THERE'S NO TOMORROW
IN THE EYES OF INNOCENCE
AND THE HEARTH FIRES SMOKE SMELLS SWEET
AND EACH CHILD IN THE WORLD SHINES THRU YOU
HOW DO WE LEARN TO HATE

WELL THERE'S A GRAND POLITICAL SOLUTION
THAT IN THE LONG RUN DOESN'T MEAN A THING
THERE'S THE CONSTANT BATTLE OF CORRUPTION AND GREED
AND HEALING THE EARTH AND HELPING THOSE IN NEED
BUT TIME IS A WARRIOR GREATER THAN WE
FOLLOW YOUR BLISS AND YOU'LL SEE

IN THE EYES OF ME...

" Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be. "



Shel Silverstein quotes (American poet, cartoonist and composer best known in children's literature for his poetry, 1930-1999)

My dream digital camera

Finally..my dream Camera is in my hand,I always want to have Sony-DSC P200 isn't coool!?and yesterday..I got the chance to buy it from the big sales in LoLo Center..
I'm soo Excited to post my 1st shots..


Next..
my dream Laptop InshaAllah!

Stay tuned...

MEN!

Dating process:
6 weeks : I love U, I love U, I love U.
6 months : Of course I love U.
6 years : GOD, if I didn't love U, then why the hell did I propose?

Back from Work:
6 weeks : Honey, I'm home.
6 months : BACK!!
6 years : What did your mom cook for us today??

Gifts:
6 weeks : Honey, I really hope you liked the ring.
6 months : I bought you a painting; it would fit the motif in the living room.
6 years : Here's the money..buy yourself something.

Phone Ringing:
6 weeks : Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
6 months : Here, for you.
6 years : PHONE RINGING!!!

Cooking:
6 weeks : I never knew food could taste so good!
6 months : What are we having for dinner tonight?
6 years : AGAIN!!!!

Apology:
6 weeks : Honey muffin, don't you worry, Ill never hold this against you.
6 months : Watch out! Don't do it again.
6 years : What's not to understand about what I just said??

New Dress:
6 weeks : Oh my God, you look like an angel in that dress.
6 months : You bought a new dress again???
6 years : How much did THAT cost me?

Planning for Vacations:
6 weeks : How do 2 weeks in Vienna or anywhere you please sound??
6 months : What's so bad about going to Istanbul on a charter plane?
6 years : Travel? What's so bad about staying home???

If I could be..

My good friend Shirazi was always encouraging me to post more on the blogs,now he couldn't find a better way to do this than assigning me this task, but before I go through the- if I could be- thing. I would pick my victims so they can post this on their blog and chose their own victims..
The nominees are:

CJ
SummerFire
Kisles
Joycee
Babygirl

Sorry Guys I was hesitating in putting ur names there but I didn't have choice, I'm sure you will feel the same when it's ur turn…(thanx to Shirazi!),Well no guys I'm just kidding. it's really fun. if u know how to play it right..

Now…let's see, I work as a physiotherapist, there's no more noble thing to do than treating patients. I love my job, and I wont trade it with anything in this world. But if I can dream. there's no harm in imagining myself to do something else..sah?

If I could be a dream-maker(I'm not sure if there's actually someone like that?!),I would make all my dreams come true..

If I could be a trouble solving, I would catch all ur tears and pain and tell you :it's gonna be alright..

If I could be a bird, I would fly free and close to the ground(cuz I wana be close to you!)

If I could be a peace representative, I would stop all the wars in the world and implant peace and love in each house..

If I could change the past----I would start right.

Wheeeooo! Mission accomplished. Show me what u got now, its ur turn!

I could not understand that..before now

Read the story below and tell me what do u think?

My boyfriend and I live together for years and he is an
Engineer by profession. I love him for his steadynature,
and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Three months of courtship and now, two years engaged,
I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it.
The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into
the cause of all my restlessness.
Iam a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes
to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments,
like a little girl yearning for candy.
My boyfriend, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity,
and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our relationship
has disheartened me about love.
One day,I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted
to break up with him. "Why?"he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there
are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with
a lighted cigarette at all times.
My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who
can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him?
And finally he asked me:"What can I do to change your mind?"
Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality,
and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.Looking deep into
his eyes I slowly answered : "Hereis the question, if you can answer
and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I want a flower
located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking
the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?"
He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...."My hopes just
sank by listening to his response.
I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper
with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the
dining table near the front door, that goes......" My dear,I would
not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the
reasons further.."This first line was already breaking my heart.
I continued reading."When you use the computer you always
mess up the Software programs, and you cry infront of the screen,
I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs
to rush home to open the door for you.You love traveling but always
lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend"approaches
every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps
in your tummy.You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be
infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell
you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for
your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old,
I can help to clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying
white hairs.So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach,
as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...
and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow
on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves
you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting...
and as I conntinue on reading...
"Now, that you have finished reading my answer,
if you are satisfied,please open the front door for I am
standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...
I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face,
clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much
as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...
That's life, and love. When one is surrounded by love,the feeling
of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love
that lies in between the peace and dullness.

-true story

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms,
it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form...
flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear
on the surface of the relationship.
Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... and that's our life...

Love,is not words win arguments...

wana be a 1st Class?!

I recieved this email from a good friend of mine..
(u may got this one also!)
I found it worth sharing to the world,
cuz it made me think deeply of the human nature,
that HAPPINESS is a status that not
everyone know how to find,unless they find the Key
which is: SATISFACTION.

please read below...

Here's something worth reading and think about it..
Sometime in life we are all looking for the missing 10% ..
life is never perfect and there's no such thing as 100% ..
Most of all, we are far from perfect too !!
Hope all of you will enjoy this email..
As it is to me !!A good reminder to appreciate life as
we have right now!! Adultery happens when you
start looking for what you don't have.
"Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker.

But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me.

I'm crazy about her because she's also understanding,

intelligent, tender, so many things that my spouse is not."
Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or
a man who will be more charming or sensitive.
More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater
sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man
who will need you and pursue you and go loco
over you more than your spouse ever did.
Because no wife or husband is perfect.
Because a spouse will only have 90% of what
you're looking for.
So adultery takes place when a husband or
wife looks for the missing 10%. Let's say your wife
is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself
drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laugh
no matter what she says: "I broke my arm yesterday,
Hahahaha . . ." Or because your wife is a homebody
in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil,
you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales

representative that visits your office in a sharp

black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt.

Or because your husband is the quiet type,

your heart may skip a beat when you meet

an old college flame who has the makings

of a talk show host...

But wait! That's only 10% of what you don't have.
Don't throw away the 90% that you already have!
That's not. Add to your spouse's 90% the 100% that
represents all the years that you have been with each other.
The storms you have weathered together.
The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple.
The many adjustments you have made to love the other.
The wealth of memories that you've

accumulated as lovers. Adultery happens

when you start looking for what you don't have.

But faithfulness happens when you start thanking

God for what you already have.

But I'm not just talking about marriage.

I'm talking about life! About your jobs..

About your friends.. About your children..
About your lifestyles..Are you like
the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks
through the door of the first class cabin, obsessed with
what he's missing? "They have got more leg room!
Oh my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow,

their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've

got personal videos!" ..
guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip!
Don't live your life like that.
Forget about what the world says is first class.
Do you know that there are many first

class passengers
who are miserable in first class --- because they're
not riding in a private Jet?!!

The main message: If you start appreciating what you
have right now, wherever you are IS FIRST CLASS!

May your day be filled with blessings Like the

sun that lights the sky..And may you always

have the courage To spread your wings and fly!

a story that touched my heart

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies.
The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them that night.
The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk.
She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket
& passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street.
He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Mieraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note,
she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

*****************

You don't bring me flowers..anymore!

You don't bring me flowers..
You don't sing me love songs..
You hardly talk to me anymore..
When I come through the door at the end of the day..
I remember when you couldn't wait to love me..
Used to hate to leave me..
Now after loving me late at night..
When it's good for you, babe..
And you're feeling all right..
When you just roll over and turn out the light..
And you don't bring me flowers anymore..
It used to be so natural (it used to be...)..
To talk about forever..
But used-to-bes don't count anymore.
They just lay on the floor till we sweep them away..
Baby, I remember all the things you taught me..
I learned how to laugh and I learned how to cry..
Well, I learned how to love and I learned how to lie..
So you think I could learn how to tell you goodbye..
You don't bring me flowers anymore...
Well, you think I could learn how to tell you goodbye...
You don't say you need me..
And you don't sing me love songs
You don't bring me flowers anymore...

check my skin habiebie!

I was busy lately customizing my new blog in friendster..after the colored skins and the horoscopes fever,they created another feature that allows everyone to have their own blogs(it's actually 3 months old but I only tried it now!) ..I was away from my lake cuz I found another spot which caught my attention a little,but that dosen't mean deserting my favorite place here..I have so many places where I do actually post,like Hi5,my space,and now here:

http://busybeebee.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/


but still..this place will always remain my old pal,cuz it was the 1st experience for me in the bloggy world..


Bees!!!!

for more blogs to post..
for many thoughts to express..

A New Day!

A new day has...come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you
Hush, love
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
Hush, love I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come
A happy day ...Thank you for the day!

14

..14 kissz..

..14 tears..

..14 smiles..

..14 hugs..

..14 butterflies..

..14 rainbows..

14 habz !

Forgive & Forget

Forgiveness is Giving up All Hope of a Better Past...

Doc Childre and Howard Martin, The HeartMath Solution
Take it slowly. The deepest resentments are wrapped up in a lot of hurt and pain. We think we're protecting ourselves by not forgiving. Acknowledge that and go easy on yourself. Forgiveness means that you've decided not to let it keep festering inside even if it only comes up once in awhile. Forgiveness is a powerful yet challenging tool that will support and honor you, even in the most extreme circumstances.


Doc Childre and Howard Martin, The HeartMath Solution
As difficult as it seems, you can be sure of this: At the core of the heart, you have the power to move beyond the old issues that are still hindering your freedom. The hardest things—the ones that push you up against your limits—are the very things you need to address to make a quantum leap into a fresh inner and outer life.

Doc Childre and Howard Martin, The HeartMath Solution
In the long run, it's not a question of whether they deserve to be forgiven. You're not forgiving them for their sake. You're doing it for yourself. For your own health and well-being, forgiveness is simply the most energy-efficient option. It frees you from the incredibly toxic, debilitating drain of holding a grudge. Don't let these people live rent free in your head. If they hurt you before, why let them keep doing it year after year in your mind? It's not worth it but it takes heart effort to stop it. You can muster that heart power to forgive them as a way of looking out for yourself. It's one thing you can be totally selfish about.

Doc Childre and Howard Martin, The HeartMath Solution
The incoherence that results from holding on to resentments and unforgiving attitudes keeps you from being aligned with your true self. It can block you from your next level of quality life experience. Metaphorically, it's the curtain standing between the room you're living in now and a new room, much larger and full of beautiful objects. The act of forgiveness removes the curtain. Clearing up your old accounts can free up so much energy that you jump right into a whole new house. Forgiving releases you from the punishment of a self-made prison where you are both the inmate and the jailer.

Sara Paddison, Hidden Power of the Heart
Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time—just like it does for you and me.

David McArthur & Bruce McArthur, The Intelligent Heart
Many people are afraid to forgive because they feel they must remember the wrong or they will not learn from it. The opposite is true. Through forgiveness, the wrong is released from its emotional strangle hold on us so that we can learn from it. Through the power and intelligence of the heart, the release of forgiveness brings expanded intelligence to work with the situation more effectively.

Catherine Ponder
When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.

Israel Zangwill
The Past: Our cradle, not our prison; there is danger as well as appeal in its glamour. The past is for inspiration, not imitation, for continuation, not repetition.

Mahatma Gandhi
If we practice and eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth, soon the whole world will be blind and toothless.Forgiveness is giving up the possibility of a better past.

Alden Nowlan
The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes an adult; the day he forgives himself, he becomes wise.

Mahatma Gandhi
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.

Unknown
To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover the prisoner was YOU.

Jean Paul Richter
Humanity is never so beautiful as when praying for forgiveness, or else forgiving another.

Koran
He who forgiveth, and is reconciled unto his enemy, shall receive his reward from God; for he loveth not the unjust doers.

Henry Ward Beecher
I can forgive, but I cannot forget, is only another way of saying, I will not forgive. Forgiveness ought to be like a cancelled note--torn in two, and burned up, so that it never can be shown against one.

Ausonius
Forgive many things in others; nothing in yourself.

Madame Dorothée Deluzy
It is easier to forgive an enemy than a friend.

Mahatma Gandhi
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.

George Bernard Shaw
The secret of forgiving everything is to understand nothing.

Josh Billings
There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness.

Oscar Wilde
Always forgive your enemies--nothing annoys them so much.

Alexander Pope
To err is human; to forgive, divine.