Sweet Dreams Little One..

She nestled under her nay's chin on her last night and that morning..we felt it was going to be the end..she must have felt it too..she just wanted to rest in peace..
She drifted away yesterday around 3pm with me & nay close by to comfort her, she fought right until the end, but eventually, her tiny body could not hold her spirit any longer.

I sit and watch for hours,
As you clumsily scamper around,
Bashing, Bumping, Crashing, Jumping,
A lovable fur ball; white and brown,
The echo of happiness and contentment,
Your whiskers whisper to me;
A world of perfect bliss
Where I feel completely free.
I teach you to runabout your ball
You master it and race,
Me down as we play,
Your affection I embrace.
An appetite for all things nice,
Your rainbow eyes settle upon,
The food which I am holding,
And soon out of it, you con.
Now I sit and watch you sleeping,
Peacefully you drift away.
One final goodnight,
To a sweet Little One like no other.

Gone but not forgotten..You will always be Missed..and always Loved..

~ R.I.P Tinybear ~
(May 2 - December 18, 2007)

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A Letter to Tiny Ko..

My Little One..My cute furry ball..

Today, you were supposed to complete with us 33 weeks..

In your short life with us, 8 months, You brought joy to us and to everyone around you, you know we looked after you well. We gave you the best of all..your treats & foods, your toys, ur new wheel from nay that you didn't have the chance to wear it & tear it just like ur old one..ur purple seesaw, that was ur favorite, ur tiny hammy house that was made only for you..

Did you know that nay was going to make a new toy for you during this break? nice and colorful big puzzle so that you can play around freely?

But you got sick and refused to eat..and we took you to the best vet in the country who did everything she can to save ur tiny life..you survived the 2 surgeries..you were a brave one..your wounds were healing perfectly..you tolerated the daily injections and checkups, but you still wont eat..ur chubby body became skinny & you didn't have the strength to play or move around anymore..seeing you like this was breaking my heart and nay's..you refused to eat..food was soo painful for you..living was soo painful for you..you wanted us to let you go..and that's what we did..

One of the hardest decisions that we took in our lives..

was putting you to sleep..

One of the greatest gifts we can give you is to know when the time has come that it does not have a life that it wants to keep living. We felt ur needs somehow of our support to leave us.. and simply we were holding you and letting you know it is OK to go..I know it was enough to let you slip away feeling our love around you.

If you cannot feed urself and don't want to move then ur body was telling u that the time has come. even if you were too young to die.. we must decide and in our heart we knew that this was the right decision..

As we took you to the vet, holding you in my hand, comfy and warm with ur little blanket. As you go when the time comes. you know we helped you have peace when you needed it most.

In my arms, and with nay close by to comfort you..We saw you resisting for life until the end..you gasped your last breath around 3pm.

We took your fragile body home with us..we cleaned you with our tears and prepared your comfy bed to rest in peace, with your favorite colors & bedding..as we kissed you goodbye, we gently put your helpless body inside your tiny house, your favorite hideout..with a note from mommy & nay..that we will see you again someday..

Next was looking for you perfect spot..

In you short life with us..we've always wanted to take you to the park to play with the grass..but I was so protective of you that I was afraid sun will hurt ur rainbow eyes..but now ur gone..and nothing can harm you anymore, I promise..

We choosed your eternal spot..nice and green, between two big trees, sun is up..weather is fine, birds are singing your melody..as nay was digging with her hands and soul..

I was humming ur last lullaby before you sleep..

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true..

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Now my Little One, you left us to be in a better place, the Rainbow Bridge, a beautiful place for all animals who leaves our nasty world, you are safe and warm now, my baby..I know ur playing joyfully in the grass, climbing up the trees, eating your favorite food, making friends with your new playmates..

Rest in Peace, Little One...Mommy & Nay will always LOVE you..

tiny is sick :(

Please pray for my baby tiny..my heart is really breaking, I never thought things will go down hill this way.. it seems serious.. I'm taking the day off tomorrow..

I dunno what are her chances.. :( :( :(

My Birthday Wishlist..and for the Holidays ;)

Another year gone soon!

Same with last year, my birthday is struck between two important events, my friend's baby's bday and xmas eve! and I will definitely be running from here to there...making sure I wont miss the occasions, and propably crying over the slightest silly reasons! hehehe..

As for my wishlist, this is actually my first! I prolly had said for 25 years that I don't know what I want for my birthday. But this year I think I have couple of things that I really wish to get my hands on!

*Drum rolls*

Wishlist (I wish and I wish and I wish...)

1. Betty Boop Watch Red/Silver Heart Charm.

2. 300 QR shopping voucher from cityplaza.
(Dunno why it takes them real looooong time to send it to us?)

3. Shopping Spree.
(shop till I drop!)

4. New wheel for tiny.
(I know I know u fixed it already..but u know me right?)

5. Anything with a personal touch. Not all gifts can be purchased.
(I'll leave that to my good friend's imagination..could be a fone call from a long-distance friend will always do)

6. Mom's Health in all aspect...( I PRAY HARD FOR THAT, AMEN!).

7. FUN picnic with all my friends loved ones.

8. World PEACE. (Peace within for those unfortunate insecure souls).

9. Happiness for all mankind. (everyone deserve to be happy).

10. My 1st Inaanak to stay with us. (I'm really praying hard for that).

11. For me to learn how to forgive and forget. (to be a better person).

Maybe.....

10. Flowers (No pink roses please...Tulips, Daisies & Sunflowers are always welcome! hehe)

11. Betty Boop Tote Bag Purse Heart Crown Jeweled.(or any Betty Boop bag will do ;))

12. Chocolates!!!

13. Betty Boop Cell Phone Charm Fits Antenna (Add on for my charm!)

Dreamlist (Will anyone fulfill my dreams? *Giggles*)
1. Red Mini Cooper Car (I can't resist the fun of playing with it!hehe)

2. A pair of diamond earrings.
(I have a diamond ring, this would be a perfect match!)

3. A long nice vacation.
(This is really a dream... the longest vacation I had was 2 weeks, but I'm thankful for our upcoming Masqat vacation ;))

Voidlist - Things to avoid
1. pink roses (As mentioned)

2. Soft toys.

3. Pinkie stuffs... (I'm NOT a pink-cutesy-thing kinda person)

===> this list is subject to editing ;)

Wahaha.... Came up to be a huge list... Ok... I'm greedy! But it's my WISH LIST!

None of that Sissy Crap !

Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.

1. When you are sad -- I will help you plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad.

2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.

4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get.

5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining.

6. When you are confused -- I will use little words.

7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.

8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.

9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend".

****Thanx Joko Late!

No Need to Judge!

T he way I see it, no one is perfect, and everyone is different!! Most people are afraid of whats different. They have their comfort zone and they don't dare venture out of it.

I, however, and very interested in what is different. Perhaps just for the fact by getting to know people's differences more, you get to know people as a whole better.

Also, think of it this way. If you embrace other peoples differences you will not only be able to venture to many different places but you will also have a bigger circle of friends.

~ From My Experience..