n.e.g.a.t.i.v.e

• Fog
• Sick
• Fear
• Stress
• Hunger
• Miss
• Roof
• Yellow Leaf
• Pillow
• Bad Food
• Sighs
• Bubble Bath
• Strangers
• Dark
• Load
• Cold Coffee
• Windy
• Panadol
• Stairs
• Wallet
• Close Door
• Sleep
• Pride
• Concern
• Sunset
• Blue Tie
• Guilty
• Silence
• Weak
• Hand Cuff
• Denial
• Uninterested
• Jealousy
• Children
• Slave
• Bill
• Race
• Air Plane
• Contrast

M&M's Test

Try this cool easy quick personality M&M's®
Test..

just click on the picture below..





This was my result..I'm A MINIs®



After answering all the questions in the test,write ur M&M's® result
in the comment section

HAVE FUN!!!

Which One RU?

ARE YOU A REASON, A SEASON, OR A LIFETIME?
by: Brian Chalker
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REASON

When someone in your life for a REASON , it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for a reason, you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at any inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer youwent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

SEASON

When people come into your life for a SEASON , it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall, the season eventually ends.

LIFETIME

LIFETIME , relationships teach you a lifetime of lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being part of my life.


*from my friend,Norly

Back 4Good!

My Lake..

I'm Back Again..

********

For All Those Who Missed Me,

I Didn't Leave,I was Just Around...

And

I Missed You Too..

to my site..goodbye!

To my lake..

Before you were born in my life..
I saw you in my dreams..
Before you were born in my life..
I loved you..
I loved you more when you were born..
I always see ur beauty, even if ur ugly in the eyes of strangers..
You were with me through all my ups and downs..
You were my refuge,when life was cruel to me..
I found home in ur warm arms..
You never complain..
you never remind me of my mistakes..
You're always patient with me..
You understand me well,
You helped me to write myslef..
You helped me to pour myself into you..
Through your lines..
Through your wards..
Everything I feel,everything I do..
You are always patient with me..

But now..

I will be leaving you for some time..
I will fly away..somewhere away..
I will miss you alot..
I will miss reflecting myslef in ur water..
I will miss talking to you..

But..

When i come back..
I know you will be waiting..
With ur purity..
With your beauty..
You will wait for me..

Goodbye my Lake..


-Flying Swan

To A Nice Person In My Life

Hello There Nice Person!
Did Anyone Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are?
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star



Did Anyone Ever Tell You
How Important You Make
Others Feel?
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real


Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Many Times, When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad



For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You
Find There are No Words to Thank You
But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Just How Much They Like You
Well, My Dearest Friend
Today I am Telling You
I believe that without a
friend you are missing out on a lot!!!


Don't be confused by friends and
acquaintances, there is a difference!
Because I care about you, It's
national care week . . . and you get to
send messages to all your friends
telling them that you care about them,
and make them feel good about themselves
and if they write back ...(just once),
then that means that they care about you too.


Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are
friends!!!

THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP

I got this from my dear friend,Rov

why?

I woke up this morning smiling,

with one question flying over my head..

WHY DO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ?!

A Friend Like U

All my happiness locked away,but you hold the skills to make me shine.
We sit together, we talk ,we laugh, we cry..
But you give me the feeling of self worth I've always needed.
And I see the care in your eyes.Where my heart and head have failed,
You leant me yours.And when I lose my will to live,
and I am so lonely..I know it will be okay when you are there.
You make me wonder what I was crying for...A friend like you.

PEACE

We are many colors

but we have the same spirit

We have different dreams

but we have the same vision

We are many, yet we are one

Peace for one, peace for all.

I don't remember ever praying so earnestly that Allah would spare Muslims the blame for such madness that was unleashed upon the world lately…I felt the pain and, perhaps for the first time in my entire life, I felt embarrassed at the thought that it could very well be my fellow Muslims who had committed this horrendous act of terrorism. How could these terrorists invoke Allah's mercifulness and compassion when they had, through their evil act, put to shame the entire history of this great religion and its culture of toleration by using GOD's name in such an awful act?

People are dying. .

Let the sun shine in the night time and please no more dying..Please let us have peace and no more fighting. .

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"From peace we come and to peace we go,meanwhile peace is something we don’t know!"

I do...!

You're the bravest of hearts,
You're the strongest of souls
You're my light in the dark,
You're the place I call home
You can say it's all right,
But I know that you're breaking up inside
I see it in your eyes

Even you face the night afraid and alone
That's why I'll be there..
When the storm rises up,
When the shadows descend
Ev'ry beat of my heart,
Ev'ry day without end
Ev'ry second I live,
That's the promise I make
Baby, that's what I'll give,
If that's what it takes..
You can sleep in my arms,
You don't have to explain
When your heart's crying out,
Baby, whisper my name
'Cause I've reached out for you
When the thunder is crashing up above
You've given me your love
When your smile like the sun..That shines through the pain
That's why I'll be there

When the storm rises up,
When the shadows descend
Ev'ry beat of my heart,
Ev'ry day without end
I will stand like a rock,
I will bend till I break
Till there's no more to give,
If that's what it takes

I will risk everything,
I will fight,
I will bleed
I will lay down my life,
If that's what you need

Ev'ry second I live,
That's the promise I make
Baby, that's what I'll give,
If that's what it takes

Through the wind and the rain,
Through the smoke and the fire
When the fear rises up,
When the wave's ever higher
I will lay down my heart,
My body, My soul..
I will hold on all night, And never let go

Ev'ry second I live,
That's the promise I make
Baby, that's what I'll give,
If that's what it takes

If that's what it takes

Every day..If that's what it takes..

Every day

Happy Heart's Day!

Habivalntynz Day !

-bee

Love Is...

• Love is a wizard…it intoxicates it envelops it isolates it creates fragrance in the air ,a door from coldness it beautifies everything around it .
• There's nothing more precious in this world than the feeling of being wanted.
• They loved…their souls kissed with their eyes they were both but, one single kiss.
• The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person.
• In dream and in love there are no impossibilities.
• You smiled and talked to me of nothing and I felt for this I had been waiting long.
• Bright glass shatters as do so many memories. But these days are diamond and will shine forever.
• Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much my heart can hold for you.
• Living here faraway I am yours, living there far away you are mine, love is not made of bodies only deep in the hearts is where we are one.
• Love is above all, the gift of oneself.
• One ward frees us of all the weight and pain of life: that word is love.
• Love is...a second life; it grows into the soul, warm every vein, and beats in every pulse.
• Do what you will. Ignore it. Neglect it. Strive it. It's stronger than both of us together.
• Oh, my heart is thirsty for your kisses…
• I'd rather face failure with you beside me, than success with anyone else.
• Long after as I live, my heart will never vary for no one else, however fair or good, brave,resolute or rich, of gentle blood, my choice is made, and I will have no other.

  

Love as Long as You Can

A decade of love seems unbelievable to reach.. but I tell u, if it is your hearts desire, u can even reach a century of loving a person.
A love that even if that person can't offer u anything in return, but loving is not about receiving, it is about expressing love even if it doesn't come back.

A martyr some called it, but for me, some people are born to love even in times of pain and shaken relationships or seems the light is fading on the other side of your partner's heart.
People may say, stop it, you're just fooling yourself, wake up and face the reality that its over! but no one can dictate what your heart really feel.Maybe through time only the heart can say, its enough, you have done all u can, it is time to let go, then maybe then u can let go and u can say...because my heart says so.
I will try everything I can to revive that relationship, though all alone in the process, because I love that person, I will go on.

Someday I can say, I have done everything and I guess I have to let go now but today is not that day I am sure, I do not know about tomorrow.
To you my love, I never regret knowing you and being with u, every second with you are being cherished here in my heart. I love you and I know till now coz my heart says so.

-Extract-

Finding You...

There were times my heart bled,
My eyes dripping with pools of water
Times when I stumbled and fell...
But I picked myself up and headed for shore.
Just when I wasn't looking for someone,
When I thought I'd be all alone,
When I believed everything was gone,

I found you...

You brought back my sense of being,
You brought back everything I believed in,
You gave me back my zest for life,
I was back on track.

Thank you...

For the love that keeps me alive,
A heart that reminds me with its every beat,
And a love so precious I discovered in you...

Thank you for loving me..
But most of all,
For giving me a chance to love again,
And be loved in return...

-bubwit

heartaches

A mist in my heart,
Seems grey dense swirling,
Visions of you amid this,
Endless, ever twirling,
Where do dreams go?
When we’re not a sleep?
In daylight are daydreams,
Thoughts we keep.

My heart's truly burned,
Countless flames a fire,
All is left now ashes,
Once your name of desire,
Like a butterfly in a flame,
That’s burned its wings,
Unable to fly,
It’s very life force no more brings.

The beat of a heart,
Or a flight that’s ever free,
Alone without you,
This is a painful image of me.
Emotions so bad
At heart heap up and amass
My heart may explode
Endless shards of glass

Glass often shines
Bright but is prone to break
A heart is like glass
Only so much it can take
If I should end this no
May as well be dead
I swear I’d still die
Images of you in my head!

Eyes are ever growing
Dim way too dark within
Heartache and breaking ups
My hell for my sin
I did no wrong,
Other than to simply love you
No notion how to handle this,
What am I to do



This was written on That Day!
glad that it went away..

Fly!

Fly, fly little wing

Fly beyond imagining

The softest cloud, the whitest dove

Upon the wind of heaven's love

Past the planets and the stars

Leave this lonely world of ours

Escape the sorrow and the pain

And fly again

~^***^~

Fly, fly precious one

Your endless journey has begun

Take your gentle happiness

Far too beautiful for this

Cross over to the other shore

There is peace forevermore

But hold this mem'ry bittersweet

Until we meet

~^***^~

Fly, fly do not fear

Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear

Your heart is pure, your soul is free

Be on your way, don't wait for me

Above the universe you'll climb

On beyond the hands of time

The moon will rise, the sun will set

But I won't forget

~^***^~

Fly, fly little wing

Fly where only angels sing

Fly away, the time is right

Go now, find the light

~^***^~

*This song is dedicated to Little Angelo,and all the other babies up there who didn't see the light..YOU ARE SAFE NOW!

To Our Little Angel

When I learned that your mom is conceiving
From then I start to love you
Even though I won't be present when you'll be born
I know how much happiness you will bring
The same joy your Ate Ainna and Kuya Aldrich brought us

We wondered who you look like, your mom or your dad
Will you be as witty as your Ate Ainna?
Would you be fat and tall or tiny and small?

I thought of holding you tight
I would touch your soft cheeks
And kiss you softly on your head
I planned to rock you to sleep

But it isn't going to happen
However hard we prayed
Something went wrong and soon you were gone
Your precious short life was brought to an end
You never had the chance to see the light
A tiny life that was so short

Why were you taken from us, so very hastily?
You're gone too soon no pictures to see
I never got to see your face or hold your tiny hand
Why did you come and never stayed?

With your sister you won't have a chance to play
But in her life you will stay
In our family there is a space
Where you always belong

We know God has a greater plan
That we can't see right now
Perhaps there's a message for your loss
That we must get through somehow

Though one thing is clear to me
You and I weren't meant to meet…not right now

Goodbye, Baby Angelo
Till then please know
We loved you so
In all our hearts you will stay
On and on and on and on……


* This Blog was posted by Tita Yen..

a Happy Day!

H.B.H

9 Kicez & Hugz

many love to come..

many yearz to live together..

many happiness to share

luvu without fullstop at the end!

as souls meet

As Souls Meet...
On intertwined roads we met

Two souls lost in space

Not knowing where to go

Or where it leads to...

Slowly, yet surely

A spark ignites,

Thoughts, feelings take shape...

Onward we go to the road beyond

All that matters now is in our hearts...

Love is all...

Whole

What's in a name?
Something to identify us with..
What's in a face?
Something to remember us by..
Tired of the things,
That keep me at bay..
Tired of the fear,
Heartache is all it brings..
Need to stand my ground,
Hold on to what I have,
Find the happiness I long for,
Be whole...

This time...I just want to feel!

Reflections...

Words once written ..
On paper browned with time,
A mirror to the soul ..
A tireless spirit ..
Echoing a past forgotten,
Hidden deep within ..
A door closed, now opened ..
An overflowing dam of thoughts, of feelings ..
Words, phrases ..
A living entity..
Proof of one's existence,
In a world of unexplained mysteries ..

The One That Got Away!

In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with...and the one that got away..

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a long time partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big;inconsequentials become deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flash point of that fact.

Then, one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you've become ready because the time has truly arrived.
And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest"What if?" you'll have in your life.

If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away!"
-Jennifer Sandberg-


This was from Gentle Touch..

Honburday!

11 Bear Hugz!
11 Honey Kissz!
11 Gentle Touchz!
11 Tender Whisperz!
11 Charming Glances!
11 Sweet Peices Of KISSES® !


and..

1 One Love That Lasts Forever!

Why I Love You?

Love Poem of the Day

You wonder why I love you
Your eyes can't see how special you are
Your heart so protected
Your mind deceiving you
I wish with all my heart
That I could make you believe
Just for one day
How much you mean to me
Your smile so intriguing
Your voice so full of joy
That special sweetness about you
Makes me ache to touch you
Hold you
The way you make me feel
Like a queen
Someone important
Someone who matters
Someone beautiful
The way you make me smile
Through the worst times
Through the tears
The way you're so carefree
Without a worry in the world
So confident
The way you say "I love you"
How that makes my heart flutter
Makes me melt to hear you laugh
I love you because
Life is now worth living
Love is worth the pain
Worth the hard times
Worth everything life throws at us
God made you so beautiful
Wonderful
Inside and out
Your eyes shining with love for me
Like I'm your angel
I love you because
You are who you are
And it pains me, stabs me, and hurts me
To know you don't think you're special
I wish I could make you realize
To make you see
How beautiful you really are
You make me happy
My asylum from the world
From the bad
From the pain
The one God gave to me,

YOU

The one I love
Always and Forever
One day I will make you see
That you are beautiful
To me...

I got this one from my dear friend Rov.."Mabrook for the news...I thot ther was twin!"

My pair of shoes from Dreamland!

Yesterday, I bought a pair of shoes with my friends. Baby blue color Doll shoes! It's not just a pair of shoes; it gave me euphoria when I wear it this morning! Normally, I feel happy every time I wear a new pair of shoes. But this one is different..When I slipped my foot into it, I felt a magical feeling rushed into my senses, I felt I could fly, right away! I wanted to fly away like the ugly duckling when she found herself as a beautiful swan! Though no one can ever fathom this possibility, that's what I felt this morning! I was like a little girl in the Eid morning. I wanted to dance all day. I was flying to my dreamland, to a land where wishes do come true, where everyone is one and the same....Land of love and peace. I felt like Fairy Godmother is wandering; reading my wishful thoughts, ever ready to grant all my wishes! In this dreamland, you can wish upon a star..for frogs do turn into prince..princess brought back to life, by a sweet tender kiss!
The only thing that stopped me from dreaming is the wondering stares from the crowd around me! But still I wanted to sing myself out loud… yet I couldn't quench my voice, that sings into this wishing well, could not blind my eyes, to see that magic every where...even if I was barefoot & half a sleep I still believe in fairy dust and miracles. I still believe in true love ever lasting, I still believe in you…!
Finally it dawned on me; it's not the shoe but, YOU!!!

" pensive but its true "

The Beyond...

Wings on my feet lift me up

Way above the clouds

Let me reach the sky

Farther up high to the stars.

Let the sun shine on me

Let the wind kiss my face

Let me see the glorious sight

Let me grab a star and hold it to my heart.
A myriad of colors beyond the blue frontier

So calm, so peaceful..

Embracing me with its beauty

Such a wondrous feeling...

Thank You For The Day!