Now, I don't want to lose you,
But I don't want to use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you,
But I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you,
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
But I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder,
It makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way home,
When it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
There beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love...
It just ain't enough.Oh, Oh, Oh, No.


Listen to my heart, can you hear it say?
Telling you to understand ..
Seasons may change,
Winter to spring
But, I love you until the end of time..
Now, Will you listen?
Come what may

ILLusions Of Reality

Reflections of the darkness
Soothing melodies in deaf ears
Anticipation of yesterday
Memories of tomorrow
Hard to forget realities of dreams
Mourning of my own death
Gravitational pull of the sky
Hunger in a full stomach
Warmth of my own hug
Rain fall from the oceans to the sky
Fear of my own birth
Celebrations of the pleasures of death
Hatred of falling in love
Eagerness of the lovers' separation
Contentment in emptiness



The bliss of being alone
Being alone in the whole universe
The ONE I conceived from my own non-existence
Believable illusions of reality !

"Wake up from your Dreams..poor soul..Wake up and Live Reality!!"

My Baby ...You!

~* As I look into your eyes
~* I see all the reasons why
~* My life’s worth a thousand skies
~* You’re the simplest love I’ve known
~* And the purest one I’ll own
~* Know you’ll never be alone

~* My baby you..
~* Are the reason I could fly
~* And because of you
~* I don’t have to wonder why

~* Baby you..
~* There’s no more just getting by
~* You’re the reason I feel so alive
~* Though these words I sing are true
~* They still fail to capture you
~* As mere words can only do
~* How do I explain that smile
~* And how it turns my world around
~* Keeping my feet on the ground

~* I will soothe you if you fall
~* I’ll be right there if you call
~* You’re my greatest love of all



I feel so alive,with you baby!


I was humming this song all the way,
from my car 'till i reached home..I wonder why?

ONE!

Understand that you may be
one but there is a great power in
being ONE

One SONG can spark a moment
One FLOWER can wake the dream
One TREE can start a forest
One BIRD can herald spring
One HANDCLASP lifts a soul
One STAR can guide a ship at sea
One WORD can frame the goal
One VOTE can change a nation
One SUNBEAM lights a room
One CANDLE wipes out darkness
One LAUGH will conquer gloom
One STEP must start each journey
One HOPE will raise our spirits
One SMILE begins a friendship
One TOUCH can show you care
One VOICE can speak with wisdom
One HEART can know what is true
One LIFE can make a difference


There is no such thing in
anyones life as unimportant day

Wish you ALL a Blessing,Safe Day!

HappY MoTheR's DaY !!!

I know we sometimes argue,
andI sometimes blow my lid.
But I still love you very much,
I'm only just a kid.
Sometimes I need to push against
The fences you erect,
Even though I know they're there
To shelter and protect.
I know you want the best for me
And to keep me from all harm.
I just want you to know I couldn't
Have a better mom.


I Love You Mom !!

Empty Wrist

I carried you so lovingly, around my gentle wrist,
3 months & 2 days that was your age...
And little did I realize your life would end too soon..
I never got the chance to say " I love you"...
Before I held you in my arms,
Your life with us was done.
I never got the chance to take your picture,
Oh, my precious one!
Although I did it once, the grief is indescribable this time.
For I'm the one who lost her baby too soon...
All the many hopes and dreams, just vanished yesterday...
No tears will bring you back to my hand...
No words or poems will replace the loss...
You were not a thing to me...
Nor a jewel that beautifies me...
You were never a chain that enclose my wrist,
But now, no more star little charm will lighten my day...
No more you to cling on my adored one's hair...
No more losing...

For the person who will find you after me...
I pray for he/she will take care of you.
Will cherish you, the same way I cherished you
Both of you...
The same way I loved you..
In the end, You will stay together…

But, In My Soul ,I will Carry the grief of losing you...
In My Heart ,I will always remember you..forever!

Please forgive me ...

Whats ur Hidden Power?

Are youThe Earth, The Fire,The Wind,Or The Water ?
What's Your Gem Stone?
What's Your HiddenEye Or Hair Color?
Who is your Hidden Friend?
Are you a Light or Dark Angel?

I Did This Quiz..
and I want each one of you to try it also,it's really FUN!!
Don't forget to post ur result!


My Result:

Your Hidden Power Is WATER



You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your power to help
those of your allies and have an okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire

Eye Color:Ice Blue

Hair Color:Dark Blue long
that goes to your waist.



Quote:" If you wait for me..
Then I'll come for you..
Although I've travelled far,
I always hold a place for you
In my heart..
If you think of me, If you miss me..
Once in a while, Then I'll return to you,
I'll return and fill that space in your heart "


Have A try Here:
What is Your Hidden Power?
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different coffee

"Red & Blue"..Our Mugs will stay

together!

During the last few days I was not feeling ok.. It's that hollow feeling of missing a bit. When you feel like you're not happy where you are. Not happy about yourself or your situation, each one of us may experience it but in different intensities..Well, mine was the Worst!

It may seem that I was the one suffering but here in this case, my close friends were, I was craving for something I don't know what it is…mood swing all the time ,this urge to cry in my mom's arms ,and crazy thoughts keep blowing in my head like: running outside nonstop till I reach the other end of the globe..Bad things like: snap someone, or be rude with strangers..Being so emotional, sensitive kiddo, get easily effected with any scene you see on TV!or any song I hear!

Maybe it has something to do with all the events that are happening to me this week, different place, and different tasks, different people. different patients, And different coffee!

And maybe it's because I miss the previous life I used to live at work before this week, being with my close friends: hugsy, mommy & nooreen, my patients, morning breaks, waking up early effortless just to run there with a wide smile on my lips! Over talking to my friends knowing that am saying a lot but it's ok to keep talking forever! the jokes.the great feeling that envelops me when i'm working ,the good times. the cup of tea. then switch lately to the cup of coffee!


It's not that I don't like it now.. where I'm staying, it's just too big for me. I miss my buddies! Although my best friend is staying with me in my new place but she's busy with her own life. I know she miss me too but it's hard to adjust our time together like before. I miss the things we used to do. I miss our little adventures, I miss our -not really innocent-talk about the DS..i miss the 12:30 break together. Now its 10:30 to me. And 1:30 to her. I miss our early morning gather to talk.
Noreen.. I've known you for more than 6 years now.
I miss you my friend...

It's been more than a week…and I'm still drinking different coffee..black cold one!

I Miss My Coffee..

One week have passed..
I still need to go 45 weeks!!!
Give me the strength to do that…

The "Are You Happy?" Quiz

When I was browsing in the net,I found this test from Oprah's place..you may want to try it yourself coz I tried it during my (unhappy period)-which I hope will soon go away-and the result were quite interesting...

Click on BabyGirl's smile..




Wish You All The Happiness

Forever Friends

It takes more than caring

To be a real friend;

The nature of friendship;

Requires a blend

Of warmest compassion

And love deep and true

To reach and to comfort

The way that you do.

Because I can see

That your kind of friendship

Is priceless to me.

Time might lead me to nowhere

And faith might break into pieces

But I will always be THANKFUL

That once in my life's journey

I've met you!

WISH YOU A HAPPY DAY!

*from Hugsy

Haniversary!

I was a different person..
I was flying out in the rain..
I was searching for a tender hand to embrace me..

A Gentle Touch..

One year ago..
I heard the 1st heart beat..
One year ago..
My butterfly was born again

One year ago..
My life has changed forever!




One year ago..
I have found you..

Butterfly..

You finally found home..

Love or Wisdom?

Just like the previous test..

Click on the linked picture below..

And find out more about urself:










This was my result:(They must be kidding me!!)



Now..to make it more fun..
Don't forget to post ur result in the comment section..



Good Luck Gurlz & Guyz!